Ok! So first I want to start off with the simple stuff, and say this, you guys are a amazing community. I know a lot of us had a rough past and all of you basically put it past me and welcomed me once again, I consider you guys like a distant family. I know this is all kind of mushy and recently I have had a lot of shit going though my thoughts and yeah, I don't know where I am going with this but you guys are truly awesome. This little surprise isn't for like any particular reason, but I don't really communicate with the outsiders of my life so I have to resort to my Internet Fam, and I thought I should start here, please don't take this as a cry for attention like last time, this is just a mind blowing matter for me and I just thought you guys could help me if I need it because I have a shit ton of things in my head and I can count on a lot of you! Here it is though because I don't know what else to type. More or less this is a really cool moment for me!