I have canceled my subscription and I am taking a break. A little background on this. I have bipolar disorder with some very heavy depression / anxiety. I have been off my pills now for 2 weeks and I have lost my mind. I'm back on my pills now but I am very unstable and I need to take responsibility for this. I like this community very much but I just can't stand to keep clashing with it like I am. The recent admin abuse thread which I agree I am clearly guilty has proved to me that I have really started to lose control here and should not be in any position of authority here. I should not be going off on people with admin chat and it's a sign that I can't handle it. I apologize to anyone I have clashed with and I hope to see you guys again sometime.