I'd like to defend myself from Sauce's banter about how I was banned from a server for cheating and then lying about it. I have never donated to hl2land.net servers or have donated to any server in CS:S. I think its wrong how sauce can accuse me of being banned from a server when he won't even prove to me where it says on a hl2land.net web page that I have been banned or that I have even donated. I HAVE NOT DONATED AT ALL I SWEAR IT. You must understand that it is difficult for me to defend against sauce because he is practically the site moderator and I come to you all for support. I don't think its right that he can decline my app to join the pF group, mind you not as an admin but as a member of the community. Please understand that I have never hacked or cheated on a CS:S server in my life because I don't even know how to hack. And Sauce don't even think about posting your defense as the second post of this thread because I want to hear what other people have to say about your defiance to my joining of Plaguefest. I have no reason to wrong the pF group with hacking or cheating and never want to. I don't want to leave this on a sour note so I come to resolve this peacefully and with courteousy unlike the post in my other thread which I then edited. I apologize for that sauce and just want to defend myself on a much more intelligent level.