Well my time came sooner than I had expected, but after a long talk with my dad (yay 3 hour talk) I have made the decision to quit CS:S and admining as well. Not only am I quoting because of the recent event that has happened to me, I have started to lose the drive to play anymore. I do not find the game as fun as I used to and can barely stay in more than 30 minutes at a time. In fact, I am finding that I am continuously wasting time on my computer doing absolutely nothing. I have yet to further myself in life or compile a plan for what I am going to do. More or less this is a goodbye until I have a set course in what I am to do with myself later in life. After talking with my dad I figured it's time to stop living in the moment and start planning the rest of my life. Being almost 19 years old without having a goal each day is pathetic to me and I need to fix that. So I will not be touching my computer until I do. This maybe a guaranteed month or two break from the Internet as a whole, which I think I need. I am also limiting myself from the forum as well, posting only on things that I love the most (the MLP thread really) and thus you will not see me on the forums anymore as well (Although I will be lurking from time to time reading in my free time). I have made many a friend here and have loved this community, although I have my ups and downs here with others, I believe that my time here for the most part has been enjoyable. There will be people I will miss talking to in mumble, laughing and arguing over stupid shit, and generally having a good time. I hope everyone has a good life, and I hope the community stays alive and thriving for my epic return (may it been months or however long). If anyone would like to contact me, feel free to send me a message. I would also like to be permanently banned from the servers as well, to not tempt me. I do not thing I will be asking to get on any time soon. I only have about a week or so left in my admin, so it would be nice if I could have this favor done for me. In the future I will ask to be unbanned I suppose, if I ever return to CS:S. I can't believe I just pulled a Vadleon with this wall of text, I feel bad making you all read it, but I'll get over myself! Goodbye fellow pFers, and I hope to return full time some day.