So many people feel like leaving. I'm not leaving. Fuck that. I love plaguefest, and I love zombiemod. All I wanna know is..who's staying, who's going? I don't have a life, I don't have anything but time, and a shitload of drugs at my current position in life. So damnit, PF is all I fucking got. But no, lots of admins felt the need for nothing but goddamn drama. And to do nothing but bitch at each other, until everyone was at eachothers throats. It's Counterstrike. Admins are there for a reason. Not to power trip, not to get into it with other people. Just to keep the server clean. Some of you people that left: Viva, Dark I fucking love you guys. Since I've started playing, you were the people that basically kept me playing, and keep coming back into the server. Viva, way before we both even got admin, we've been laughing at each other, fucking around with each other, and just plain having a goddamn blast man. None of any shit that went down, goes down, or is going down is ever gonna stop me from fucking around with you. You are the best person on counterstrike to fuckin' joke around with man. Guaranteed. You better come back often, dude. Grim, Secondary, Trin... I really wish I could have gotten to know you better, and had some actual fun that brought me to Plaguefest in the first place. Yeah, it's true, some admins started making up rules as they went along, thinking they owned the fucking server. This server is owned by Cam, and Sauce. At least as far as I know. And I beg to god that it stays that way. But you know what? Cam is cool as fucking hell, and has put so much time and effort into this server, making it the best he possibley can. All I can really say is please don't give up because of pathetic bullshit. Plaguefest is my home away from this shithole I fucking call home, and it's gonna stay that way. There's so much more to improve. So many more people we can bring to plaguefest. Every day I heard people say how much they loved the server. How much they loved the admins on the server. Sure, they didn't really get a full behind the scenes look, but who the fuck really does? It's just a group of people that fell in love with the exact same thing we all fell in love with. This server. -_- And right when we were on the verge of getting a brand new server, that would basically be the bees knees of servers. All this shit goes down. People fucking people over, people taking sides, people not listening to anybody but the people they want to listen to. It can't fucking go down like this, man. It's not going down like this. This loudmouthed, pathetic douche, that some of you have grown to actually like isn't going anywhere. Who's staying with me? !@!@!@!@!@!@!!@!@!@!@!@!@!!@!@!@@ Yeah, I know. This post is ALL over the place. But then again, so is my head right now. I apologize.